Monday, May 23rd, 2005
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9:05 pm - heyy
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wow i havent written in here in a long time. .alot is going on in my head and everything has been soo hard. .im keeping secrets from people i shouldnt be. .ive been sneaking around. .im a mess. .like truely a mess. .
but on saturday to cheer me up i bought a little puppy hes sooooo cute and i love him. .i dont know what to name him yet so i need to think of something fast. .
schools almost done. .i think i might be getting a job down at the beach and just staying down there all summer. .i wanna be away from this all. .
im gonna go find something to do im bored. .cyas
<3
current mood:  confused
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Monday, March 7th, 2005
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11:34 am
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so yesterday was my birthday. . didnt do much. . ang heather christina and becky sko came over. . we ahd cake and then ang heather and christina left and then me and bec talked a little. .then. .i got sick. . threw up and just kinda sat there in pain bc then my mouth hurt so bad. .this whole wisdom teeth comming out is such a problem. .man. .they hurt soo bad. .so today im just chillen. .maybe a few people will stop by tonight. .all is welcome :)
but im gonna go ill write later
current mood:  blah
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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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10:50 pm
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well guys im scared shitless to get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow. .yea i know its an easy procedure and alot of people get it done but im soo nervous and i feel like im gonna throw up and i keep running to the bathrooom and i dont throw up and ahh tomorrows gonna be kinda shitty. .
but anyway Nikki turns the BIG 1 8 ON SUNDAY. . i know im excited. . lol maybe not really i hope i feel fine by then. . because if not im gonna be one pissed off person. .
but yea my car gets fixed on monday yay! i will finally get my car back. .YES!
today at school we watched the notebook because we wanted to and i cried. .gosh do i love that movie. .yea i guess i should go to bed though, i have to be at the hospital at 9:00 ahh im scared. . :*(
ohh my friends came home from florida and surprised me and i was soo happy bc they werent supposed to come home until saturday and they came home tonight! i cried in the driveway when i saw them . .yup i missed them lol but still i have to go. .yup ill be praying for myself tonight lol
current mood:  scared
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
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9:22 pm - wow. .long time
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well heyy guys. . not alot going on. .im just getting ready to go to bed. .Friday i had my consultation for my wisdom teeth to come out and so we were getting ready to schedule it and he was like well when do you want this done and i was like as soon as possible i guess and he was like good i had a cancellation ill see you friday March 4. . which kinda sucks. .bc my birthday is the 6th. .so if anyone would like to stop by ill be home lol and i would love the company :D but then my car will finially get fixed the 7th which is reaalll good. .im tired of not having a car. .it sucks big time. .but other then that this weekend was pretty good. .friday hung out with this awsomely fun guys and hes cute lol it was a good time. .and then saturday i babysat for my sister and what not, and today just hung out. .im tired and my life is going kinda slow lately . . lol nothing at all going on. .im gonna go to bed ill write later if my life gets more excitting!. .
<3
current mood:  cranky
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Sunday, February 13th, 2005
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12:12 pm
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guys. . i got in a car accident on friday night and my car is ruined, my bumper flew off and now none of the lights work, it was sooo scary i literally cried all night. .man i have no car for like 2 weeks. .maybe me :*( and then last ngiht was pretty good. .it was a lot of fun. .havent laughed that hard in awhile. .do you ever realize when like one person likes you like 5 other people do at the same time. .eww and fucking brad forwarded all his call to my phone and aly fucking nasty bitch has been calling me all morning. .but i cant really update much right now. .im heading down to the mall. .
current mood:  calm
current music: Mr. Brightside - The Killers
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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9:05 pm
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okay well tonight. . i went to work and then i went to the viewing. . it was soo sad. . and its soo fucked up and you can tell it was soo not a natural thing. . the 2 kids i heard turned themselves in last night. . but shit at school still isnt cool. . im just soo bitter about the whole thing. . he was a great person and his family doesnt deserve this. . its soo messed up. .
:*(
current mood:  gloomy
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Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
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5:42 pm - bored.. .
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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9:43 pm
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today totally sucked. . having to go to school and then finding out about David. .and then knowing those kids the had something to do with it are in my school. .its soo fucked up and crazy. . i just hung out with him a week or 2 ago. . and it just sucks. . he was a great kid and didnt deserve this. .ecspecially over what it was over. .
the cops were at school today. .upper perk is full of crazy ass people. .now along with spring ford. . eww i cant beleieve i know the kids that were "enovolved" it makes me sick that people can be so fucked up! im soo angry
the cops better do something about it before all of davids friends do. . !
current mood:  sad
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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11:32 pm - woah. . long time
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okay well i havent updated in a really long time. . but anyway. . hmm i guess lol i dont know where to start. . anyway Joe got home last week end sometime. .and i think we hung out on monday night maybe lol i dont remember but it was soo good to see him and we caught up on old memeories and i missed him so much and hes just soo much fun and i had such a great time with him. . yanno :D lol but anyway. . this week and christmas and everything is going so fast and its crazy. . im tired and yea. . i think i might have found my prom dress already. . crazy i know but it might be true. . ive been sick for like the last couple weeks. . but i dunno i have this really bad sore in my nose and its killing me like my killer headache!
i dont really have much to update. . i guess i cant wait to go shopping though!
im going to bed good night!
<3
current mood:  tired
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Monday, November 15th, 2004
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2:46 pm - hehe just bored
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Your Porn Star Name is: Tight Cherry
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It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Filling the Creme Doughnut
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Your Stripper Name is: Peaches
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alright thats enough im going to work :D
cyas!
current mood:  okay
current music: Off by One - Punk Rock Girl
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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11:05 am
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. . You can't help who you love, Your not supposed to. .
this is sooo hard and im starting to build this love/hate feeling for you. . you have the best of me. . you've killed me and left me here to die alone : /
current mood: sad
current music: Green Day - Having a Blast
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Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
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2:41 pm - yup. .
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soo have not updated in a long long time. . but yanno how things go. .things really havent been to great. . Brad broke up with me like 2 weeks ago and ive been a mess. . but whatever. . and then school is just crazy. .
i havent really been up to much lately. . just the usual hanging out with friends and what not. .
so last night lol was fucking great. . i hung out with this extremely sexy beautiful guy that i used to hang out with before lol and it was good. . i saw his new house and its georgous we had a good time hehe ;) but anyway
i have to go to work cyas!
current mood:  stressed
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Sunday, September 26th, 2004
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9:11 pm - heyy. .
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well. . what a life i am having right now. . it totally sucks and yes i hate it. . the only good thing is we might be getting another dog. .a big poodle and hes gonna be black and im just hoping were gonna get him bc i need a friend and its gonna be like a big comfort thing for me. . ahh whatever. .im sick and im gonna go to bed. .
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current mood:  cold
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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
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9:07 pm - okay. .
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what a horrible week i had. . like no lie. . monday had no school and Brad slept over. . and monday probably was the only good day i had. . and then tuesday finally got our schedules at school and had class and then i got my period at school. . what a bummer and then i guess tuesday wasnt to bed. . and then wed. . woah ended up getting to school and not even like 20 min into school. . im already out crying in the hallway and what not. . and then it was just a bad day all from that . . and Brad came over and like he did some of his school work and then we ended up fighting for like 2 hrs. . and then i went to bed all upset and crying and he came up to my room because he was sleeping over and it was really late and i was soo tired and frustrated and it was a bad night and then i woke up the next morning and we were fighting here before school and then he like followed me to school and i had to sit in the guidence office and stuff. . and then thursday he ended up breaking up with me late thursday night and i was up all night crying and then i was all upset at school and then he was here at my house after school and ahh. . and then we talked friday night after he was done work and talked about a few things. .and i just hope things are gonne be okay because i cant do without him and i feel soo.. lonely and confused
but hes gonna call me soon and hopefully he will still sleep over tomorrow night
-im gonna go get some sleep. . cyas
<3
current mood: blah
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Friday, August 20th, 2004
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5:02 pm - FUCK LIFE
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. . .AND MY SENIOR YEAR OFFICIALLY SUCKS AND IT HASNT EVEN STARTED. . WELL ANYONE WANNA KNOW WHY. . STUPID FUCKING BITCH ALY. .THE GIRL I HAD A PROBLEM WITH LAST YEAR. . HAHA FUCKING SWITCHED SHOPS INTO. .HMMM MY SHOP. . MY SENIOR YEAR IS RUINED! I CANT BELEIEVE THEY LET HER SWITCH SHOPS AND INTO ALL OF THEM THERE. . INTO MINE!. . DUDE I MIGHT AS WELL KILL MYSELF NOW :/
AHHH IM GONNA GO PACK AND THEN GET IN THE SHOWER AND THEN OFF. .IM SLEEPING AT BRADS AND WERE GOIGN TO THE SHORE. . BUT DONT WORRY ILL BE BACK ON THURSDAY :D. . I FUCKING DRED LIFE RIGHT ABOUT NOW!
current mood:  pissed off
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Monday, August 16th, 2004
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11:12 pm - heyy
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well. . i was just reading a certain persons journal and i am really goign to miss you. . you mean a lot more to me then you really might think and im gonna be upset when you leave. . Dustin. . youve been like the perfect friend through everything and i feel as if we can relate to stuff on the same level with a lot of things. . if its boys for me or girls for you. . i know what your going through and i dont like to see you upset over someone from my point doesnt really give you the time of day. . but then again what do i know she could be great for you. . i just dont ever want you to be sad or hurt and i hope college is a blast for you and i mean it. . have an awsome time and just dont forget me and call me whenever you want because i know i will be calling you when i need your help. . your always there for me and thank you. . i dont wanna see you leave. . and just know i will never forget last summer or any of the times weve spent together! and i wish things would have worked out between us when "it" was there. Dustin im gonna miss you alot and i feel myself getting upset just knowing your leaving :*( ugh gosh. . im gonna go finish talkign to you online. .
And your WELCOME for the waterice :D
<3you
current mood:  complacent
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Sunday, August 15th, 2004
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3:05 pm - So. . Bored. .
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Monday, August 9th, 2004
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9:38 pm - Hey. .
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okay so there was a little tension between me and Brad tonight but its all good. . and i had to write this entry bc it was all about a person i care so much about. .
well so i was telling Brad about something and he goes "well it doesnt matter it seems like i wont ever be as great as Dustin" and i just looked at him and asked him what that meant and it seems to be that i was always find a way to incorperate Dustin into our conversation or tell Brad something about Dustin. . lol
but Dustin i do really care about you and you mean alot to me and i think its all kicking in that im going to miss you when you go to college very much. . I LOVE YOU!!
<3
current mood: calm
current music: Road Rules!
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Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
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10:24 pm - hey. .
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okay so today. . i went to the dentist and well. . when i go back again for my 6 month check up. . i have to get my wisdom teeth out. . ahhh im scared. . then after that i went over mikes for the little 25min or so before work and then i went to work and then i went out to eat and just chilled with brad. .
but yea this entry is kinda pointless. . and yea yannno how it goes. . good night!
<3
current mood:  sore
current music: the dishwasher is making funny noises :D
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Sunday, August 1st, 2004
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11:18 am - :D
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okay sooo yesterday i got a NEW CAR!!! its a 2004 Elantra GT, leather interior. . very nice cd player and its beautiful! lol its black. . and yup its mine :D
but for today im hoping the sun will come out and stay out. . other then that a shower and hopfully seeing brad : /
<3
current mood: tired
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